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I feel like I have been screaming at myself that I am not in control of my schedule, I think that I realized today that I really am not. This is how it is supposed to be however. God should be the one making the plans. And I cry because I am so scared that I am not going to figure it out the way I am supposed to.
Soon life I will truely find
Mold and direct my mind
Zach
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Here the tears do fall for I know that I am not worthy to receive the grace that is sent by him. I do not know how it is that I came on to this, but I do know that it would certainly be foolish to waste this life on nothing! Why not look to the greater goal, the life that is beyond this one. I can only imagine. It is so hard to live this life that I have ensnared myself in. I am so busy it is hard to think where God might be using my current position. I know that he will, and I have absolute faith that he will show me his plan. I will be asking every day that he claim my heart and mind that I may focus on the thing that matters most. He will help me handle every thing.
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Well just when you thought all the freak storms were over here comes another one. And I have to catch a flight tomorrow. Arrgh…I just hope that we can navigate out of the neighborhood, living on a mountain can have its disadvantages. Alright then I suppose that I should head to bed if I want to be coherent in the morning.
How can this man be drunk it is but 9 AM?
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They say the people that make the best bloggers are the ones that can talk about something endlessly. I guess that means that I am a complete freak about life, God and music (in no particular order (except that God is first)).
So here I sit listening to a Jars of Clay CD looking out over the trees. Fog mingles over the very depths of the valley. All is lightly dusted with a white powdery snow. It seems for this one moment nothing matters. Time is frozen and I am its visitor, an unaffecting man. Forever do I want to stay, never will I need to. For God has show me a path that is free of time and despair. Forever will I walk with him and forever will I know that I don’t have a thing to worry about.
The New Year is fast approaching and I feel at peace. I will not be making any resolutions, or self promises. There is nothing that I can do change my ways. I have only to pray and listen. He will show me what is to come. He knows the past, future and present; the creator of time.
Run away
my child
Run away
as far as you can
when you get to the place
where none can find you
I will be there
To the depths of the ocean
the farthest star or moon
when you soon feel lost
in the cold of the dark
I will be there
