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Originally this post was going to be a nasty-gram to someone that feels they don’t have to keep a relationship with me. Yea its the same person. As tears begin to fall down my face, I stop to think about what I am doing with my life. What I am doing with my time left on Earth. Someone died for me a long time ago and I owe them a long coming payback. Hmm… suicide you might be thinking…I thought that one too, many times.
But He died so that I would not have to. I don’t know why I am being tested the way that I am. Satan knew that the only thing that really bugs me is when I feel like I can’t help someone. I will prevail. I trust that Jesus has great plans for me. Even though they may not be great in the eyes of society. Father make me empty. Make me nothing. And then make me yours all yours with no room for anything other than your love. Make me your overflowing fountain that everyone might see you in me. You died that I would live my life with faith that this life isn’t worth the things it offers.

Make it new.

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Well I’m not going to make a list of my priorities, but I am going to point out what needs to get changed.
God needs to be the first
Jesus is to important to be backseat to anything in my life.
My friends are not God, duh. I want to love my friends more than anything I want to show God that I will love my brothers and sisters in Christ just as I love myself. The more I love the less I will hate.

My family will become lost to me if I am not careful. I can’t lose contact with my dad, he has fallen away from the father, I must show him what it is really like to see christ. Only through Christ can I do that. I want to spend time with my brother.

My body is the temple of God and I need to watch what I put into it. This isn’t limited to just food, TV and everything else that draws me away from God. I need to stay holy in his eyes. No TV.

God has everything in his hands I will follow him.

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